Sigh.......

I just read Timothy's blog...
Some Idiot with a capital "I" went to comment some very unneccesary comments on his blog...
ITS NOT GOING TO HELP!!!
haiz... hope Timothy take it to heart....

Timothy... Dont take any of that comment to heart.... please....

haiz... why must things turn out this way...


God, please help me....


I wish..... that I can just turn back time, and undo all the things that I did... I guess I would be much less of a nuisance...
sigh... so much stuff to do...

Had a small chat with Timothy today....
Apparantly, he didnt really mean it the way that he told Ezekial....
The specs thing was meant to be a joke... But I really hope he was joking... cause... it really hurt me...

I guess there was mostly my mind playing tricks on my also on my part...
Being the pessimist I was, I blew up everything till it became so self-degredery that I didnt see the positive reasons in why he made that decision...
Though... I dont really know why... I hope that Tim had my interest at heart when he said that...


I still feel funny... and a tad awkward when I talk to him still... I just cant look at him in the eye...
Will I be able to enjoy the times I have with him as much as I used to have in the past?

I treasure my friends... alot...
and friends that are close to my heart even more...


I dunno how many times the word "Timothy" has appeared on my blog... But I guess... it will appear alot less now, not only in my blog, but in the very memoirs of my life...

I dont have a best friend now......

Timothy was my best friend, and still is my friend now...
For all those who read my blog, please dont make a mistake in thinking that both me and him's friendship is done for...
I still care for him alot, and I'm sure that he does too...

But... I've lost a best friend...I've always treasured friends, since young... and it has already been inbuilt in me to treat my friends as I would want them to treat me...

I'm on my own to brave the storm, the wind and the rain... God grant me courage, lest should I fall, I will find another who will stretch out their hand to pick me up....

I will find another who will hug me tightly in the midst of the storm, to keep me warm...

I will find another who will walk with me, through the blizzard and the hail... till I reach my final home...

When one door closes, another door opens...God gives, and God takes, I will bless His name forever...

nothing is permenent. But I believe that God is, people are, and thus friends are as well...

I believe in eternal friendship... because, God made it that way...

I know it.